Ambassador to the Holy Dark
Just returned to Germany after 3 months in the USA
Beloved, please mirror to me what I need to see and who I have become at this threshold of the journey of home, of the years, of the dark moon…
There are threads you have been following your whole life- ways you are made to weave. It is time to weave again; a web to catch Shadow: Death Doulas are shadow dancers. In a tango of Beauty- duende, death, life. A dance to the life- perhaps a tarantella? Dancing the poisons out, dancing the alchemy of poison to medicine. Songs, wails, keening, howling: Siren, open your voice wider, deeper. Stories, words, myths are all spells to show the way, which each person can only find within. And, paradoxically, is not individual.
Keep following the threads, keep Listening. Read your book, listen to what has changed and what remains, what needs to be rewritten, and what needs to be excised. Healing, Initiation, Death, Rebirth, Hollow Bone, Spirit/Soma/Soul, Earth Community. Your body, your heart, your whole life is a bridge that you will never see the end of. You will build a part on to what your teachers have built before you, and others will build on after you. You will pass it on. You have only this short life. And you have so many lives. It is not about you and only you can do what you are here for. This Life: sing, dance, weave, tell the stories. It is the same as it has always been.
You are following threads - keep going, even when you doubt, when you feel lost or that you have betrayed yourself. Still, you are following the threads. This is all you know, is it not? Listen, beloved, with your whole life. Have faith in the Earth, trust what you see/hear/feel. Somatic Gnosis.
Image credit unknown
Comments